Five Years Today

It's been 5 years since Brian passed and I still miss him like an idiot misses the point.

Shortly after he died, I wrote, "If I were a Mad Lib, Brian was the random, funny words that filled in the blanks."

To this day i can't think of a better way to explain it. He made my life interesting and comical and fun.

In the 5 years since his passing I've healed and I've grown.

I've learned to kill my own spiders, carry my own heavy stuff and put furniture together with an allen wrench.

I figured out who I am without him and I've rebuilt my life in a way that is incredibly fulfilling to me.

That said, I'm also fairly certain I'll never have as much fun as I had with Brian.

We had A LOT of fun together.